i think my main thing is that i don't wanna step on anyone's toes. i wanna stay in my lane, always be polite/funny, give ppl the space they need, and cross my fingers that people care about my funny ship cause the story i've made for them means more than i can fit into a tweet!!
ugh. i won't go into detail, but i've been battling with the thought that no one cares about my funny lil posts or art, and it's such a stupid thought cause! i have friends! i know it's not true! but my brain says "there are higher ups that are making others ignore and avoid you"